She was so lonely, yet no one knew about how she felt like and no one could help her. Sigh what a waste..

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up.

Ways that make your boy smile:

1. Bring him food.
2. Let him watch porn.
3. Leave him alone when he's with his boys.
4. When the game is on, that means quiet time.
5. Praise the small "things" he has, it usually won't grow anymore. Remember, it's always the "biggest one I've ever seen."
6. Don't call him with a mushy nickname.
7. Let them play their computer games as much as they want.
8. Let them drive all the time and never ask for directions, even if they've been lost for the past two hours.
9. Don't get mad if they say "is it that time of the month again?"
10. Never have a "headache."
11. Play with his "fun stuff".
12. "I'm So Proud Of You."
13. No matter what, always answer "yes dear, you're the best I've ever had".
14. Laugh at all their jokes, even if you think they're idiotic.
15. Always answer "why yes dear i did come."
16. Let him fall asleep right after intimacy, no cuddling.
17. He never has to say I love you in front of his boys.
18. If he's mad, just say everything is your fault.
19. Everything they say is right.
20. All holidays and anniversary means intimacy!
21. Treat him like god around his friends.
22. Let him take as many pictures as he wants and keep them. "usually means they will show there mates"
23. Dance with him, even if he looks like a buffoon having a seizure out on the dance floor.
24. BJ - They Love These For Some Reason....
25. Grant Him One Wish..."it will be of the more fun stuff natured"
26. Bed time remember girls "No talking" straight sleep

9 most painful things in life:
1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget.
2. Reminiscing the good times.
3. Trying to hide what you really feel.
4. Missing someone who misses another.
5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last.
6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
7. Loving the person too much.
8. Right love at the wrong moment.
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.

Needs to be away for awhile.. Bye.

Why do all good things come to an end..?

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.

K.A.R.M.A.

I hate that feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defected by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

I've so much things to do this weekends especially Math. So dear Math, please fuck off. I don't want to solve your problems. I have my own. Let me survive my own problems first...

Do I believe in karma? Yes I do. Why? Cuz karma's messing my life up this week big time. If I continue gossiping about people, pointing middle fingers behind people's backs, judging people, I'm gonna have the sky falling down on my head. Or worse.... THAT, which is the last thing I want, to happen and I'd rather die than experience it.

In the library now with some of my classmates. Bonding bonding today~ We're all doing our own stuffs. Elvin daniel aaron are doing HOMEWORK which makes me feel so insecured. Vanessa ryan and I are using our lappy. Heamenjit idk using itouch or sleeping??

We wanted to pool at bukit timah but we ended up in the lib hehe I lazy + pok kai ah! Oh which reminds me that I have to return my library book which is due 3 days later. We've got 4 hours of break but I guess.. for this week only. I need to study!! I'm always late for school and I missed out alot of what the lecturer is teaching! NEED. LECTURE. NOTES. Nabei still need buy tools that cost us $95.

Got so fucking pissed by Malcolm's female friend. What an asshole to spoil my morning. Cb what is "just block only"? _l_ I wanna make friends with Malcolm!! But I wanna slap his friend too. UGLY GIRL WITH EXTREME GOLDILOCKS HAIR PLEASE FUCK OFF.

Life's like that: Even if you get hurt, you've got to pick yourself up and move on because nothing will stop to wait for you. The sun's gonna shine like it did yesterday and the rain will continue falling when it wants to. Even if you're in pain or you cry and bleed, you've got to tell yourself to go on. I don't want to be the girl that keeps crying about the same things. But it sure doesn't feel good to get disappointed about things you've been looking forward to. I should have been stronger. I'll need time to get well.

First day of school:

I didn't have actual ece lessons, it was interdisciplinary studies class. Really glad to be in the same class Azhar, at least someone I know and from HERSHEYS. I don't really like the people in IS class maybe it's just me but still! My lecturer is awesome and I love her good english~ And she's really nice!!

I'll try to my best for communication & contemporary issues! I've no idea why they give it such a complex name, it's just formal report writing and oral communications. The 4 hours wasn't a great deal. 1-5 I can still manage.

Second day of school:

Met up with Vanesa in the morning as usual! I made a new friend, Ryan! He's my classmate too. Yayyyy we 3 shall be friends forever in T1B4! I have some hilarious classmates, some weirdos like we all know who, and some people who are quite lonely!!

We were late and we got quite lost today in the morning. Oh well it's inevitable right?! Please understand all freshies cuz NP's like so many times bigger than our secondary schools I believe! Lunch was even better!! Met up with fellow hersheys and I was damn happy to see dunearnites while walking! :> Yayyyyy.

Imma go do my trigo homework! Byeeeee!

School..... IS STARTING TOMORROW. I am not looking forward to it though its only 1-5. Interdisciplinary studies, what the hell are you? Bringing dear lappy out for the first time tomorrow because I have to. I haven't got proper clothing for my lappy yet!! Sheeesh. Kbye. I'm gonna sleeeeeeeep.

Wazzzzzzup I like today!! I haven't been out there with lots of people for a long time~ One of the happier days in life when I've nothing to frown about, and everything to smile about. Just the part that I forgotten to bring my cammie out thankz very much to my family who kept rushing me in the morning zzz. Bb's camera friggin low quality, it gets horribly pixellated when I zoom in. I need a daughter like Natacia in the future. I need a 3-dimensional cake for my birthday. NEEEEED.

Going over to Leilei's tomorrow since I can't go for the last Hersheys outing before school starts. I think they are gna go fly kite HEY HEY HEY I'VE NEVER FLEW ONE BEFORE!

I feel much more hmmm secured (?) after today. Hope this will prolong me long enough for the lousy school days. Oh man 19 April.......... My jaw literally dropped when I saw one of my worksheets for engineering mechanics. HI LECTURER WHOEVER YOU WILL BE: YOU BETTER BE A FINE AND APPROACHABLE PERSON.

K I miss you bye.

99 facts about guys.
(I've heard of too many so I'll bold the ones that I agree with)

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

I sumpa my strawberry friend in samba looks like this onew person! Especially in this photo!! K my friend you're gna be one of the most popular people in bme haha! Why hweehua beg to differ!!!

My classmates are still being quite unfriendly cuzzzzzz they never add me on facebook! K fine be unfriendlyyyyyyyy I've got Vanessa Elvin Daniel! I'm damn crappy now~ Okie dokie gna make a phonecall soon boieboie :>

BORED.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here’s how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend your cool…


Opening Credits:
It's my life/confessions - Glee cast

Waking Up:
For your entertainment - Adam Lambert

First Day At School:
Whatever you like - T.I.

Falling In love:
I made it - Kevin Rudolf

Fight Song:
This love - Maroon 5

Breaking up:
Vanilla twilight - Owl city

Prom:
I wanna fuck you - Akon

Life’s OK:
Hot air balloon - Owl city

Mental Breakdown:
Candy shop - 50 cents

Driving:
I don't wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith

Flashback:
Morning after dark - Timbaland

Getting Back Together:
About you now - Sugababes

Wedding:
Bring it all back - S club 7

Birth of Child:
The technicolor phase - Owl city

Final Battle:
Right here - Brandy

Death Scene:
Zombie - Cranberries

Funeral Song:
Happy ending - Mika

End Credits:
Whataya want from me - Adam Lambert

25 reasons why boys like girls.

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she’s the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know that an hour later….
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say “I love you”
18. Actually… just the way they kiss you…
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don’t admit it)!
23. The way they say “I miss you”
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore.

I've my own insecurities.

Induction programme finally ended, it was boring. I've met my classmates already and I was quite speechless. Mistaken genders and all that. But I managed to know some of my classmates like Vanessa, Elvin and Daniel! Ohhhhh and apple! Ok he's name is not apple, I don't know his name, but it was a game that we played with Samba and he named himself apple. I don't think I'm gonna have any distractions in school. I've got hardly any distractions man.

Today was goooood. Because I saw you! Well I know it's definitely gonna be better than tomorrow. I want Saturday to come soon. I can't imagine myself in NP next week. Thank God I know Vanessa and I'll be meeting her at school on Monday. I'm quite a road idiot so I downloaded iNP on my iTouch just in case I get lost in school :> :> :>

I won't tell anybody how you turn my world around. I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound. Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute. You're gonna catch me if I fall. I won't fall out of love.

I don't like the 2 girls behind me! Luckily they left halfway during the treasure hunt! Not enthu kid at all and cannot even climb slope! HOW TO BE AN ENGINEER?! Ok if I bitch somemore confirm karma x10. The guy behind Haozhe looks like Sihao but HE IS NOT SIHAO! The guy beside me looks like a chinese but I think he has a malay name! FIP today was alright but not as fun as NPSU FOC though. We weren't as mixed up and we could stick with the people we know. I know 3/10 people in my sub-group! I'm quite glad that tomorrow's the last day of FIP and I hope it ends early man. Ok 1 thing I like about my group --- SAMBABA SAMBABA WHOOSH.

So happy to see fellow hersheys Aqim and Ahcai today at FIP!!!! I miss hersheys!

"I realized that most of my enemies are girls around my boyfriend. Hmmm, am I the only weird one or is this a common thing?" Haha I laughed when I saw this sentence from a friend cuz it reminded me of all those girls that I hate! HAHAHAHAHA. Got the 6 letters one, another 6 letters one, and the most hated 7 letters dog! Baby your pretty name's on my sticky notes be honoured :>

Can't wait for tomorrow.

I enjoyed my lepak session with my fellow hersheys yesterday, although my mum had to ruin it at the ending. Don't think your screamings can scare me, cuz I can do better. I really love the fact that we can clique perfectly within just 4 days of freshmen orientation camp. From strangers living in all parts of Singapore to good buddies! We bitch, fear karma, laugh, talk about explicit contents, share about our lives, without feeling an inch of uneasiness. What kind of bonding activities do we still need? :>

School's starting real soon and I've got induction on the 13th and 14th. Hopefully I get to know more friendly classmates. HAHA OH WELL I guess nothing at induction can ever be compared with HR2!

Humans like you can be rather weird. You rather spend your time counting flies than studying. How lame can you get? I guess you don't really know much about time management. Just for your information, time waits for no man, if you're gonna continue wasting it.

Yipeeeeee! I'm gonna meet this bunch of fantastic people later. I haven't seen some of them since foc ended wheeeee can't wait :> Lotsa pixx later!

BOLD what you LIKE.

•Reading.
•Writing.
•The Beatles.
•True Blood.
•Demi Lovato.
•Miley Cyrus.
•Selena Gomez.
•Taylor Swift.
•Knitting.
•Crafts.
•Perez Hilton.
•Tea.
•Cats.
•Twitter.

•Cold weather.
•Tofu.
•Hummus.
•Adam Lambert.
•Muse.
•The Killers.
•Jay Leno.
•Conan O’Brien.
•Craig Ferguson.
•PCs.
•John Lennon.
•Jennifer Aniston.
•LOST.
•Marriage Equality.
•Michael Buble.
•Poetry.
•Yoga.
•Crocs.
•Peace.
•My hometown.
•Proper spelling.
•Proper grammar.
•Disney.
•Saturday Night Live.
•Stem Cell Research.
•Green movement.
•Adopting animals.
•Vegetarianism/Veganism.
•Jimmy Fallon.
•Learning new languages.
•David Bowie.
•Snow.
•Horror books.
•Fantasy books.
•Disney Channel Shows.
•Being pale.

BOLD what is TRUE.

•I am a cuddler.
•I am a morning person.
•I am an only child.
•I am currently in my pajamas.
•I am currently pregnant.
•I am currently single.
•I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
•I am left handed.
•I am married.
•I am addicted to my MySpace.
•I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
•I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
•I bite my nails.
•I can be paranoid at times.
•I don’t like anyone.
•I enjoy country music.
•I enjoy jazz music.
•I enjoy smoothies.
•I enjoy talking on the phone.
•I have a car.
•I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
•I have a hidden talent.
•I have a pet.
•I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
•I have all my grandparents
•I have been to another country.
•I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
•I have or had broken a bone.
•I have caller I.D. on my phone.
•I have bathed someone.
•I have changed a diaper.
•I have changed a lot over the past year.
•I have done something illegal.
•I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
•I have had major/minor surgery.
•I have killed another person.
•I have had my hair cut within the last week.
•I have mood swings.
•I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
•I have rejected someone before.
•I have seen the television show The O.C.
•I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
•I like the taste of blood
•I love Michael Jackson.
•I love sleeping.
•I love to play computer games.
•I love to shop.
•I own 100 CDs or more.
•I own and use a library card.
•I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
•I sleep a lot during the day.
•I strongly dislike math.
•I was born in a country other than the US.
•I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
•I work at a job that I enjoy.
•I would classify myself as ghetto.
•I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
•I am currently wearing socks.
•I am tired.
•I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
•I consume at least 1 alchoholic drink every month
•I have a screen name.
•I have/had
•Graduated high school.
•Kissed someone.
•Rode every ride at an amusement park.
•Collected something really stupid.
•Gone to a rock concert.
•Helped someone.
•Gone fishing.
•Spun turn tables.
•Watched four movies in one night.
•Been dumped.
•Failed a class.
•Dealt drugs.
•Taken a college level course.
•Been in a car accident.
•Been in a tornado.
•Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
•Watched someone die.
•Been to a funeral.
•Burned yourself.
•Ran a marathon.
•Your parents got divorced.
•Cried yourself to sleep.
•Spent over $200 in one day. (well £s)
•Cheated on someone.
•Been cheated on.
•Written a 10 page letter.
•Gone skiing.
•Been sailing.
•Had a best friend.
•Lost someone you loved.
•Shoplifted something.
•Been to jail.
•Had detention.
•Skipped school.
•Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
•Stolen books from the library.
•Gone to a different country.
•Been in a mental hospital.
•Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
•Fired a gun.
•Gambled in a casino.
•Had a yard sale.
•And a lemonade stand.
•Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
•Been in a school play.
•Been fired from a job.
•Taken a lie detector test.
•Swam with dolphins.
•Gone to Sea World.
•Attempted suicide.
•Voted for American/Australian Idol.
•Written poetry.
•Read more than 20 books a year.
•Gone to Europe.
•Loved someone you couldn’t have.
•Wondered about your sexuality.
•Used a coloring book over age 12.
•Had surgery.
•Had stitches.
•Taken a taxi.
•Seen the Washington Monument.
•Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
•Overdosed.
•Had a drug or alcohol problem.
•Been in a fist fight.
•Had a hamster.
•Petted a wild animal.
•Used a credit card.
•Gone surfing in California.
•Did “spirit day” at school.
•Dyed your hair.
•Got a tattoo.
•Had something pierced.
•Got straight A’s.
•Been on the Honor Roll.
•Your parents sent you to a shrink.
•Been handcuffed.
•Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
•Taken pictures with a webcam.
•Started a fire.

Signs that you’re meant to be together:

1. You tell him things you don’t tell anyone else. We don’t mean blurting something out when you’re emotionally unstable, but the desire to tell him intimate details about your life means you trust him — a major component of successful long-term love.

2. You let her see you in moments of weakness. It’s easy to be happy with someone when you’re feeling good about life. But what about when you’re not doing so well? Do you want to see her when you’ve been denied a raise, or your cat died, or you had a plain old bad day? She should be a comfort during tough times, not a burden.

3. You respect him. You don’t want to change the essence of who he is. There may be stuff that irritates you in everyday life — he insists on wearing his favorite holey T-shirt, he eats sugar cereal for dinner, he still watches Saturday morning cartoons — but you like him, plain and simple.

4. You want him to meet your parents. You feel proud of him and you want to show him off — as opposed to feeling like you have to make excuses for him.

5. You can imagine a future together. You don’t have to practice writing your first name with his last name, but do you periodically let your mind wander to picture a life together? Is it amazing?

6. You’re not afraid to disagree with him. You know that even if you fight, he’ll listen to you and won’t brush you off. He takes you seriously, even when he thinks you’re wrong.

7. You want to work out your major differences. If you do have crucial differences that will impact your future together — different opinions about religion, money, or something else — you want to work them out with him, and you believe you can come to a conclusion that will satisfy both of you.

8. You laugh together. Laughter is one of life’s simplest pleasures — you should definitely be able to crack each other up.

9. You’re incredibly, utterly, surprisingly attracted to her. Physical chemistry is an undeniably important ingredient in a healthy relationship. And if she’s not a classic beauty or your usual “type”? Even more reason to think she’s the one.

10. It’s OK to be quiet around her. You don’t feel like you have to fill the space between you with chatter or other interaction. Instead, you feel an easy comfort.

11. You feel like yourself around him. You don’t feel like you have to edit your thoughts; you’re not self-conscious or anxious.

12. You need him the right amount. You long for him — but not too much. Some neediness is good, but too much breeds discontent.

13. You don’t feel too jealous. You’re comfortable with him going out with his friends — even female friends. You let each other have your own lives and hobbies.

14. You feel like she makes you a better person. She makes you feel smart, funny, attractive, creative — like the best version of yourself. You feel like she brings out and complements the best parts of you.

15. She just gets you. Sometimes it’s that easy. You feel like she understands some essential part of you that you can’t explain or articulate. It’s a warm, comfortable feeling — and one you should have with the person you marry.

(dreamonforeternity)

LIFE LESSONS

1. Being an adult can be fun when you are acting like a child.
2. Love has nothing to do with looks, but everything to do with time, trust, and interest.
3. Laughing, crying, joy and anger… All are a vital. All make us human.
4. The greatest truths in life are uncovered with simple, steady awareness.
5. Greed will bury even the lucky eventually.
6. Bad things do happen to good people.
7. Paving your own road is intelligent only if nobody has gone exactly where you are going.
8. Uncertainty is caused by a lack of knowledge. Hesitation is the product of fear.
9. Time heals all wounds… regardless of how you feel right now.
10. Most of the time what you are looking for is right in front of you.
11. Your health is your life.
12. Chance is a gift, so act on chance when given the opportunity.
13. Kindness and hard work will take you further than intelligence.
14. People deserve a second chance, but not a third.
15. Marry your best friend.
16. Take lots of pictures. Someday you’ll be really glad you did.
17. Money makes life easier only when the money is yours free and clear.
18. Carelessness is the root of failure
19. Your actions now create memories you will reminisce and talk about in your elder years.
20. Stepping outside of your comfort zone will put things into perspective from an angle you can’t grasp now.
21. Motivation comes in short bursts. Act while it’s hot.
22. Purposely ignoring the obvious is like walking backwards toward the enemy.
23. Taking ownership of failure builds the foundation for success.
24. First impressions are completely worthless 50% of the time.
25. Personal glory lasts forever.

Time to say something about my recent life.

1. I visited RWS for 3 days consecutively last week.
2. Dad got me a blackberry curve after being very hesistant about it.
3. I don't know how to use some functions of my bb!
4. I miss hersheys.
5. I fell sick after walking under the heavy rain at Sentosa.
6. I borrowed a book from the library today.
7. I'm going to the market with grandma tomorrow morning.
8. I keep hating people nowadays.
9. Someone just doubt me, you nabei cheebye I'll prove you wrong _l_
   
   And YOU. Disgusting thick skin girl only. "I got praised by a stranger (LOL don't ask)" please don't act as if you're darn good. No I'm not jealous! I've much more significant things to be jealous about! Not like I've never been praised by a stranger before! If you don't want anyone to question you about it, why mention it in the first place? Make sense? Wherever you come from, thou shall fuck you up if we cross paths. This is bullshit.
   
   

15 ways to keep a relationship working:
1. Love each other

2. Don't lie

3. Keep communication open

4. Stay sweet

5. When you get hurt, just forgive and forget

6. Never talk about break-ups

7. Never say it's okay, even when it's not

8. Forget about pride

9. If you say sorry, mean it

10. Don't compare your past with your present

11. Don't talk about your stupid ex(s)

12. Give and take process

13. Beware of his/her feelings

14. When you had a fight, don't let the day pass

15. Don't be the perfect one, be the right one

A leopard never changes its spots. So fucking true. I guess things are pretty much the same yes? Pretty much fucked up. Whenever I think life's a little better than before, this same woman have to ruin it every single time. This same woman who prevents me from going out, who sets out ridiculous restrictions, who accused me of having the intention to own a gun (I'll never forget this)......

You said no students owns blackberry phones. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU TREAT FIONA AS? An adult? C'mon she's only A YEAR older than me and she owns a blackberry. I have friends who own blackberry. So tell me, am I making friends with adults or businessmen???

Yes its obvious that the excuse you give are weird. You're just trying to tell me that I don't deserve good phones isn't it? Even that time when dad bought me an itouch, you weren't happy isn't it? Yeah I'm so fucking sorry that I've been spending your wealth away during these few months of holidays. No new phone no new phone then. I can live through this. BIG DEAL.