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K.A.R.M.A.

I hate that feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defected by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

I've so much things to do this weekends especially Math. So dear Math, please fuck off. I don't want to solve your problems. I have my own. Let me survive my own problems first...

Do I believe in karma? Yes I do. Why? Cuz karma's messing my life up this week big time. If I continue gossiping about people, pointing middle fingers behind people's backs, judging people, I'm gonna have the sky falling down on my head. Or worse.... THAT, which is the last thing I want, to happen and I'd rather die than experience it.