I imagined my own death

FYI. Garfield & friends up there can be eaten! :P
Piano was done an hour ago, made it through though.
No badminton today because of the unearthly piano time.
My teacher asked if I wanna be a piano teacher next time.
"NO!!! NEVERRRRRR!!!" I exclaimed. She laughed.
But the truth is, my mum wants me to be a piano teacher.
I'll update tonight if I feel like it/I'm allowed to/there's a topic.

Rough patches, tough times.
One after another, and its not ending yet.
What the fuck man.
Why the pain, why the hurt, why?
I guess that's just how life works.
Life's like this, deal with it.

Was browsing through the net when I saw this :
A SINGLE ROSE IN ANY COLOR-indicates simplicity and gratitude
2 ROSES- mutual feelings
3 ROSES- I love you
7 ROSES- I'm infatuated with you
9 ROSES- We'll be together forever
10 ROSES- You are perfect
11 ROSES- You are My Treasured One
12 ROSES- Be mine!
13 ROSES- Friends forever
15 ROSES- I'm truly sorry
20 ROSES- I'm truly sincere towards you
21 ROSES- I'm dedicated to you
24 ROSES- Forever yours
25 ROSES- Congratulations
36 ROSES- Remembering our romantic times
40 ROSES- My genuine love for you
50 ROSES- Unconditional love
99 ROSES- I will love you all the days of my life
101 ROSES- I'm completely devoted to you
108 ROSES- Will you marry me?
999 ROSES- I love you till the end of time

It's crazy how the pain overflows you know.
I still cry for you, and I'll die for you.