Friday, October 29, 2010


Froot loops for breakfast today :D

So.... The first week of school sucks although I made new friends. I really can't think of anything worse than having a class full of foreigners and you're the only singaporean. I'm not trying to discriminate any country, but life would be SO MUCH better if I'm in a class full of angmohs. :(

Okay so for the sports module, I chose the one that's the best out of all the available sports. VOLLEYBALL. With my fav AE boy, Rayner and Daniel! I'm still meeting up with the sem 1 t1b4 people during lunchtime, very good I likeeeee ♡

Alright folks, I need to R-E-V-I-S-E. Byebye!!!

Monday, October 25, 2010

Six o'clock on a Friday night
Tell myself that it's alright
But it's not enough, it's not enough
Well I want you to know that
You're all that I wanted, now
Well I'm begging you, please
Don't go
I could say that I don't miss you but
My heart knows
That you're the one for me

- A song that Razi introduced to me saaaaad :'(

Friday, October 22, 2010


All the topman part-time people (Ivan, hisham, syafiq missing)







Joyce my twin hehe love her!


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

MARINA BAY SANDZ






























Preedy preeeeedy scenery but fugly air..... It's so smelly!!! :(
What am I suppose to do when...
the mother say i'm a failed pianist
the father say i'm a failed photographer
the piano teacher say i'm a failed student

They really think I'm born God :)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

waiting for happiness is like waiting for water in the desert
some people will not be there for you even though they promised you
sometimes nobody will be there when you need someone the most
only-child kids like me should be quite used to it yes?
only 17, there isn't a need to give a flying fuck about anything
stupid things just had to happen one after another
i need to emphasize, i'm only 17
maybe i guess at 17, that's when my life is most cocked up, most karma, most drama
what an eventful night huh a whirl of emotions gbailanjiao

Friday, October 15, 2010



Is this the start of something new???? It could have been better but things got screwed up. Fuck it. Time flies tonight its already 3.30am time for bed. Work tmrw in the afternoon shift. Anticipating, anticipating. AND WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT'S QUITE IMPOSSIBLE. Fuck it fuck it.

P.S. No more big hole in my hosiery again please superb embarrassing :'(
[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[ ] You can cook for yourself
[ ]You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR : 1

[X] You show up for school late a lot
[ ]You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[X] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[X] You know how to do the dishes
[X] You can count to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you don't have to
[X] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[X] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[X] You have been to the beach
[X] You use the internet every day
[X] You have travelled overseas for more than 5 times
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
[ ] You realised people of the opposite gender might just make better friends.

GRAND TOTAL: 12

I'm 17 but I act like a 12 yr old. WHAAAAAAT?!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

A man is dying of Cancer. His son asked him: “Dad, why do you keep telling people you are dying of AIDS?” Dad: “So when I’m dead, no one will dare touch your mom."
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again
just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change
i will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me
today my life begins

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wo de xin hai hui tong zen me ban zen me ban haiiii


I hope life would be good to me tomorrow, since it did me alot of harm today. GBAI!! Tomorrow there will be no dinahnahnah no ivanwheee in the afternoon idk if there's gna be xjeee and there will be no novellezy i hope there's at least kimistwitting or wrdhrni :'( Gna be working with Naz for the last time, he's leaving us already... Everyone leaves, sooner or later. ME? Am gna leave Topshop on 31 nov. No room for negotiation the momster gave the last warning.

Oh yeah I did something out of the blue today. But why...?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I'll never find nobody who can love me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me the way you do
I'll never find nobody else babe
I'll never fall in love again
My virgin trip to the night safari:



While waiting for the ghost mansion~

Their graveyard feels so realistic :s

Lai lai group photo!

Corpse's bride fml fml fml


He chased after us :'(



Aside from all the ghosts & monsters, something nice during the animal show~

All was good! Night safari/zoo's located at sucha ulu malu place but thank God for 927. Halloween's scare-O-Meter = 10/10 :'( Earlier on that day, I lost 55 cents in mahjong!!! AM I COOL OR WHAT HEHEHEHE. Night safari made me luvin' animals a lil bit more~

I don't want 25 october to come soon bcuz...
  • school is gna reopen
  • quitting topshop
  • start of the o levels (NOMB but still)
Afternoon shift tmrw yipeeeee. Same shift with the Dinahnahnah only (as far as I know). Hope we're gna have the same lunch break together... It's been a long time!

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Believe me, I won't stop at nothing to see you
So I've started running
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
And I think that all that still matter is love ever after
After all we've been through
Cause I know there's no life after you

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

"But at this moment of the final parting, my heart is heavy with sadness."
Been through it, I feel it.


Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Things going through my mind right now: My useless 11:11 wishes, mahjong pong pong hu, halloween, the joy of being the same shift as dinahnahnah tomorrow hehehe, practising piano (i can't believe it), food.

I feel that I'm changing. Maybe that's what they call - growing up. I wanna make up right na na na. Wish we never broke up right na na na.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Novell > Dinahnahnah > ME!

Joyce > Me > Dinahnahnah!


Nazri > Me > Dinahnahnah!!!!


A decent photo of me and fionabanana


Hersheys sundae! H-E-R-S-H-E-Y-S remind me of NPSU.


Me and err.... SUMMER? Hahahahaha oh my.


You're welcome. HAHAHA.

thumbz upz


Nice place to chill-out!

Failed blood :-(

Happie gurl wiv i-scream~

B&J's iPhone cover koolio!


And this thing here? It's mine ;-)

Saturday, October 02, 2010



If you read a recent front page story of the San Francisco Chronicle, you would have read about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her mouth. A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farallon Islands (outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an environmental group for help. Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and untangle her. They worked for hours with curved knives and eventually freed her. When she was free, the divers say she swam in what seemed like joyous circles. She then came back to each and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently around as she was thanking them. Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful experience of their lives. The guy who cut the rope out of her mouth said her eyes were following him the whole time, and he will never be the same.

I need to do something like this before I die.



With yuinping on thursday!!! Headache x sorethroat x upsetting results = half killed. Need things to go on smoothly (for once please) urgh.