BACK2DUNEARN IN SCHOOL U DAY.

So I woke up at freaking hell 7am today and managed to meet Shaun & co. at 8am. We toured the whole Dunearn to search for our teachers like tourists touring around Singapore heheee. IM SO HAPPY TO SEE ALL MY DUNEARN TEACHERS AGAIN. They are sooo nice and caring unlike my poly lecturers.. Some don't even know my name and always call me "girl".

Today was epic because most of us turned up in uniform, confusing alot of the teachers! We went back to our old class and it was a very nostalgic processsssss. Looking back at what we destroyed & vandalised, aww the good old times. However, the setting of the new 4Jade is quite different now. They even have this TAEYEON SHRINE like wtf hahaahahahhaa! Shaun even found this guardian cotton brief for men wts!!! Qixiang has a pillow in class shiok shiok shiok~ OH OH OH OH I think esther is damn handsome now. I mistook her as a guy at first and thought to myself "Why haven't I seen him around in school before?" HAHAHA.

After all that great catch-up in Dunearn, we went to Enonne's homie to playyyyy while we wait for julydia to finish her exams! Went to bpp to have our fav food joint xinwang + yami~ Bought myself a new toy stitch whee hehe hen happy hen happy! JIAQI JUST SAID THAT I LOOK LIKE AN ITE STUDENT IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM.......

Feels so darn good to see my old friends <3

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"An old woman is on the floor with a bag next to her. She asks the passing school girls for any amount of cash, but the girl refuses with a middle finger. Her friends clearly don’t notice the situation, let alone care about it. The helpless woman just looks at her in desperate pain and shock as the little girl just smirks at her.

This picture breaks my heart. The senile woman is on the floor in beautiful, cultural garments, but asks for a mere donation. The girl in modern school clothing gives her a thoughtless and ignorant “fuck you.”

I don’t know where this picture was taken, but it depicts what our future has become: children disrespecting elders like they were vermin killed flat on the road. I’ve seen this here in California. Little kids on their cell phones undermining what their parents have to say, little kids cussing like there’s no tomorrow, little kids worrying about their looks rather than their family. It’s everywhere; culture and respect are both dying. It’s because of the influences that these kids can easily access: media, drugs, adultery. Our world is losing grasp of the future, and we can only watch as the next generation become total monsters."

AND VENETIA'S DOG SHOULD BITE OFF THAT GIRL'S MIDDLE FINGER.

The girl I talk to every night without fail - Venetia, and her doggie gigi so cute right~ ^^ Wheee I feel like she's an older sister that my mum forgot to give birth to. First time that I could actually clique well with someone older than me.

We have sooooo much in common come to think of it! Tan skin, sun-tanning, soccer, both our names have 7 letters (I JUST REALISE THIS), food, glee, checkered shirt, red crumpler bags, and alot more. I feel like a lesbian now after typing so much but she know I know how much I constantly remind her everyday that I'm not! AND NOT FORGETTING MY FRIEND HERE LOVES ANGMOHS. A-M-S. Love you so much tty tmrw night ♥♥

Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1) sweet things at the appropriate time
2) hugs
3) nice food

Meeting Shaun & co at 7+ tmrw morning what a holly molly early time! Bet I can't wake up. Mechanics time booshit.. I really hate this.

After analysing the image on my previous entry, I reckon 80% of my brain is already damaged. Good job celeste :> I decided it's time to dump matrices for some mechanics. Typed so much more but I backspaced everything.. What's the point.

Day Seven: Four turn offs

1) Fake orgasms.. HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING!

2) Cheesefries with little cheese/mayo

3) Guys who carry their girlfriend's handbag w/o a good reason

4) Long queues

Day six was left out on purpose, what a bias day yknow.... Wo hen lei~ hen lei hen lei hen lei hen emo. But I'm left without any choice! Life's bland.. My everyday has been drowned in numbers, fomulas and diagrams recently. I've did some thinking about what Samantha and I chatted about this afternoon. Is this really it? I need an affirmation. A sunday without my long jie :( One day we go eat small dragon buns okeh??

I take up 3/4 of your foolscap paper. Guess who am I?

A matrix question.

It's late at night and I can't sleep. Missing you just runs too deep. Oh I can't breathe, thinking of your smile.. Maybe it's time for miracles cause I ain't giving up on love.. No I ain't giving up on us. Hello miracle please appear thanks.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1) abide to all my curfews
2) stupid things which made me look like an idiot
3) cry unnecessarily
4) be so annoying and take things so seriously
5) be such a bitch and talked about certain people behind their backs because karma almost ate me up
6) ABIDE TO THOSE FUCKED-UP CURFEWS IN THE PAST _|_ this I must emphasize strongly on..

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1) Fooooood
2) Music
3) How to pass eltech and engmec
4) Plans for the next day
5) Where to get more money
6) My life and future
7) You

My life has been revolving around books today and I'm really glad. Indeed today was productive in terms of mechanics!!! Impromptu decision to crash Ivan's home after study date heh sorry to disrupt you & haozhe ^^ Yog's closing was better than average for me, considering the glittery display of fireworks! Just.... the very long wtf speech made by the yog president that was a little turned off. THANKS FOR THE BOOZE IVAN!

"if time was a kite, i would hold the string so tightly and not let it go until i know where the wind would take it to. if time was a kite, i would slowly draw out the strings to see where the wind might drift it to, and pull it back when necessary. if time was a kite, and when the time is right, i'll cut the strings and let myself be immersed to different altitudes--because by then i would be ready enough. by then the courage has been built up knowing my foundation is firm and unshakable. by then the kite will only adapt to the wind, but never be torn apart." - A poem by Keren (heheee moi primary school fwen!!!)

Sadly, time isn't a kite. And my good times flew away just like how a kite does when someone lets go of it. I'VE NOT FLEW A FUCKING KITE BEFORE HAHAHAHA SHIT.

This is so 2009! I'M GOING TO BACK TO DUNEARN IN SCHOOL U ON 31AUG HAHAHAHA OMG WHERE'S MY BELOVED UNIFORM?! I can't wait man ^^ Guess what I'm doing at 3am right now?? Gossiping with Monica!!! Rlly love late night conversations with my fellow dunearnite hehehe. Hafta sleep soon I've got a study date with moi classmates tmrw~

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1) Honest
2) Smell goooooood
3) Nice to kids and pets and elders!
4) Can cook
5) Intelligence
6) Sweeeeeet at the right times
7) Maturity
8) Encouraging/optimistic

I haven't seen this people for ages, with the exception of Pinhui because I just saw her on Saturday! Nonono to be exact, the last time I saw Audrey was when we took this photo or something. I always see Monica and Tiantian in schooooool. I need something like this again :)

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1) I'm afraid of cats, VERY AFRAID. And that's why I need a dog to protect me hahahahaa.
2) I don't know how to cycle... At least 5 person taught me how to before, but all failed.
3) I'm reasonably easy to please. Being greedy gets me nowhere and I know that.
4) I love to eat. My friends know this very well hehe :B
5) I've regretted alot in my life. Yeah but nothing can change the past.
6) I'm slowwwww. I take 10 seconds more to understand jokes than average people.
7) I'm using a blackberry but I have no data plan. I need one so badly!
8) I'm the only child in moi family. Yay and nay for that.
9) I get attached to people easily and that can be a really fucking bad thing.

If you ever love somebody put yo hands up~

I spent my Sunday with the cousins. If only grandpa responds to my sadness.. AND 70BUX + 1.5 HOURS FOR SJ'S FAKE EYELASHES HAHA OMG EXPENSIVE BABEH. I spent my Monday today with moi classmates whom I've not seen for more than a week. Wo hen xiang ta men~ We talked about.... blackshot and life heh.

TEN DAY CHALLENGE.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean alot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

(I'll start with day one nowwwwww)

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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I miss + love you alot alot alot alot alot alot

2. You're very naggy idk why you are like that man

3. I don't like you why you so copycat + attention seeking and talk about those irritating things like everyday just conti conti conti conti only sia.
4. I still feel really sad for you from the bottom of my heart..

5. Can you tell me why are you doing this to me??

6. I'm so sorry I neglected you so much (er this is to my hamster HAHAHAHA OOPS)

7. We can be more than friends, like really good friends!

8. What did I do? Just because I.. and you.... haiiii.

9. Let's just stay like this it's good like this.

10. Why you so perfectly pretty huh huh huh

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Gonna do that tmrw morning!

380 people bought koi in the morning at iluma and we're among the crowded people :-)

Yeah no doubt that koi is very very very overrated. But their milk tea is the ONLY milk tea I ever drink so yup I'm sticking with it, despite the price. Everybody should try it at least once in their entire lifetime!!! (even yog athletes try them, I saw many on saturday~)

When I saw this, I felt like crying..

I feel so broken. There are things that needs to be said, but it can't be. Not because of lack of courage, but because there isn't a chance to anymore. Another fml day.

Had tons of fun yesterday with my happy bunch of friends. Thanks alot to haozhe for uploading 200+++ photos and his dslr is aweeeeesome. We played 2 rounds of mahjong over at Ivan's really beautiful new home~ I could stay at home forever if I were to have a house like his, really! I LOST 5 BUX in mahjong boooohoo. But overall it was good time spent with my old friends :)

Okeh okeh when I grow a little older and have more $$$, I'm gonna buy a DOG and a DSLR. Hehehehe don't you love the scene where you and your dog go running together, or your dog scares off other cats in vicinity, or just gives you a hug when you really need one? Lurveee that man! And I don't have to talk about having a DSLR right? Crystal-clear images.

So today shall be a good and productive day at home for me to staaaaardy after I'm done blogging. Can't wait for winkle mall at st. james tmrw with the four happy bunch again!!! Moneyyyy come to mama xie xie ni hen duo.

It’s hard to sleep when deep down you’re hurting and nobody has a clue. You know it’s hard to sleep because you’re up thinking about what could’ve happened, what would’ve happened, and why things didn’t happen. You know it’s hard to sleep when your heart aches so bad that you’re willing to love that person through all the trouble and pain whether they’re aware of what you’re going through or not. And most of all, you know it’s hard to sleep because you’re wondering just when you’ll be okay again.

That's my life for you.

I miss this classroom. I miss lormee and pink champagne. I miss irritating my teachers. I miss all my sec4 classmates. I miss who I used to be.

I don't always walk with confidence
Some nights I'd rather be alone than out partying
I get into fights with my family
There are days I get through with forced smiles and fake laughs
I try to convince myself that things are ok when they are not
Somtimes my thoughts make me cry at night
But what can I do?

What is love?
In math: a problem
In history: a war
In chemistry: a reaction
In art: a heart
In me: YOU

This reminds me of purple fuck's shirt. Dude, love is definitely not you so you can stop wearing that shirt. Hahahahha shit I feel so evil.

The N word. Ahhhh nostalgic. It's been a long time since I visited my grandparents. Everytime dad drives there, everytime we pass that particular highway, I'd feel nostalgic. I've used this word for more than 10 times today already but really. I FEEL VERY NOSTALGIC. Even as I look at this photo, I could remember the words that flowed through my mind when I took the photo. I should stfu for now and go read my book. No I'm gonna wait for Venetia to finish bathing and then continue to crap with this person who sort of understands me. Why am I always waiting for people to finish bathing? Hahahahaha.

idk.. my life is becoming worse